So, each foot step was actually leading somewhere, returning to a place of innocence and a forgiving trust in all that is, including myself. How can I not trust, how can I not forgive. I cannot change the universe nor how God works through us all, better to accept what I cannot know nor understand … Continue reading Returning


Is release, no matter the distance crossed nor intensity of emotion timelessly held in knotted muscles and tortured mind. Forgiveness, an answer to the hurt and desperate self protection. The binding thread of grief unwound, my heart no longer aches with the cruel absence of possibility, now, untethered from hope, the bright fullness of being … Continue reading Forgiveness


Loss opened within me a black hole the gravity of which I continually struggled against. Living at the event horizon, barely here at all, I walked and slept at the edge of an abyss, sustained only by the distant golden glow of hope and a will to survive for an unknown future. The loss of … Continue reading Found