So, each foot step was actually leading somewhere, returning to a place of innocence and a forgiving trust in all that is, including myself. How can I not trust, how can I not forgive. I cannot change the universe nor how God works through us all, better to accept what I cannot know nor understand … Continue reading Returning
Outside, silently drifting through the tree tops, grey white clouds thin to a gentle mist slowly descending to the forest floor. There, settling upon the burnt orange tangle of long dead bracken, made vibrant again by the life giving moisture. Inside, I pace and inside my mind thoughts moving back and forth over the same … Continue reading Claiming Our Otherness
Is release, no matter the distance crossed nor intensity of emotion timelessly held in knotted muscles and tortured mind. Forgiveness, an answer to the hurt and desperate self protection. The binding thread of grief unwound, my heart no longer aches with the cruel absence of possibility, now, untethered from hope, the bright fullness of being … Continue reading Forgiveness
Loss opened within me a black hole the gravity of which I continually struggled against. Living at the event horizon, barely here at all, I walked and slept at the edge of an abyss, sustained only by the distant golden glow of hope and a will to survive for an unknown future. The loss of … Continue reading Found
But I do, I do love the world and the things in the world. The people, the forests, the streams, the animals and mountains, the land, sea and sky. I love it all. Do I love myself ? If I love myself then I release myself from attachment. If I love myself then truthfully, I … Continue reading Do not love the world
We are free to choose so much more than we imagine or even consider possible. To first turn inward toward self seems a required search for meaning, yet, within this hall of mirrors I found no liberation, only the enmity of my flaws. Flaws that with forgiveness become the wounds of memorial to a former … Continue reading Awakening from a dream
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